A long while ago this Meulin had a Kurloz. Said Kurloz as normal had chucklevoodoo powers over her. Meulin always sort of knew in her subconcious, but it was never adressed. The chucklevoodooing was sometimes used during some of their more... raunchy times for fun. Then a wild Scratch appeared! This Scratch got bored. (After some excited plans) The Scratch promptly just "popped" up in one of the temples hidden in the bubbles. At this time Kurloz came to offer some wicked elixer for Gamzee to pick up. Meulin came with, chucklevooded as usual. While Kurloz was busy doing his crazy clown thing, Scratch simply slipped a note into the back of Meulins shirt. Meulin was undressing to suprise Kurloz, only to find a note. The note. This note simply told her to look in Kurloz's bottom desk drawer for the fake bottom. She did. She found his private journal. With a stitched mouth and an active, creative mind, Kurloz wrote alot and very descriptavley. Meulin read more than enough by the time Kurloz stepped in his room, ready for fun. However he ws greeted by a flying journal and a pissed of girl. She wasn't mad about the cult, but about the mind control. She would have happily followed him to the ends of the earth without the mind control. He didn't give her the chance to show her dedication, and that made her so angry. Being a Mage of Heart she had very little active control over the soul aspect, however if every bit of her soul is tingling with rage it is hard to be passive. She beat her Kurloz with an inch of his double life. Her famous words being "-I WOULD HAVE GIVEN YOU MY SOUL TO HELP, BUT YOU DIDN'T ASK YOU JUST TOOK IT." and the even more famous "-I DID MORE THAN YOU. YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE HIGHER! NO ONE... IS HIGHER... THAN ME!!"Kurloz was a fantastic Prince of Rage. At the end of her rampage... Meulin couldn't feel proper rage. Discomfort and annoyance yes, but Meulin is rarley close to rage. She only felt sad. And lonley. Her willingness to help helped Kurloz did let him control her, and helped him tremendously while she was helping... however it destroyed her. She, too, was a magnificeint Mage of Heart. Kurloz didn't move, and looked oddly transparent. Like he would fade. (In truth cuz Kurloz-mun had to leave for an extended period of time) Kurloz double died. Meulin had done something new with Heart powers.  She gave Kurloz the luck of not having to truly face his crimes, but this only gave her more hertbreak. 

She stayed in that room for a long time. To her perspective atleast. When she raised her head she saw a man in white and bright green. This man must have given her the letter. He, being a gentleman, offered a hand to the girl that was mid-breakdown. Meulin just hugged him. She didn't know him, she didn't care. She needed some TLC. Scratch would only give her that for a while. He re-educated her on the cult. Lord English, him, Gamzee, Kurloz, and her. She wasn't supposed to be a signifgance. She just got lucky. Then, in a handmaiden-esque way, he started training her. While the Handmaiden and Condy would take the living world by storm, she would get rid of the torublemakers in bubbles. She grew to hate Scratch aswell. Not a ragelike hate, but not a romantic hate either. A constant could of annoyance surrounded him. However she obeyed his orders becuase she felt so guilty of what she did. She thought maybe continuing to work with the cult would've made Kurloz happy, so she did it.